Why?

I'm not sure why I'm starting this blog...I plan on using this space as a kind of journal regarding my life struggles and changes. Besides, it was one of my New Year resolutions..to actually start something and finish it. It'll be a first, I swear.
So, if you happen to stumble across my own little paradise feel free to leave a comment or a complaint. Either way it's nice to know I'm not totally alone out here.

I guess I should start by talking about myself, probably one of my most favorite subjects!!! I'm a 36 year old woman, I work at a job I hate, have body issues, no kids and take care of a disabled mother. Some days, it's hard to see the light at the end of my tunnel. However, not all things are negative, I love my mom, my boyfriend is amazing and supportive and I have two doggies that kinda substitute for kids (sorta...).

I'm currently dissatisfied with my life. I'm steeped in regret for a few reasons, and I really need a change and a "jumpstart" into something better. I "think" I'm finally going to make a move and return to school. I'd like to get a degree in Special Education. I've been saying this for years, but I'm thinking this year will be the turningpoint...mainly because I'm SO intent on making some serious changes as we enter the new decade.